WHO AM I???

For the past so many years (read as 24 years), I have been involved in solving the riddle ‘Who I AM?’. The answer to the seemingly easy question is not a complete one, still I will share it; the answer is not a global one - it is a mere perception of mine, yet I will share it…
I can respond to the five senses - see, smell, listen, eat and feel, which qualifies me to call myself a human being. Now, let’s shift the focus to the deeds that I have done. If my actions they aren’t or weren’t HUMANE (lets not consider future now, NO ONE HAS SEEN IT), do I still qualify to be called as a human being? Left to you to answer this…oz my answer is - NO. Your true and strong conscience will always help you get this NO as the answer.
I have not done anything majorly good, so I am just a THING. A THING which has hurted others for self motive; a thing which has blamed others.
Suggestions - it comes for free and I (WE) freely distribute it. Why can’t we apply those pricely suggestions to oursleves and see how REALLY it works?
Pain - it is the most dreaded thing for most of us, but still why do we give it to others when we are, ACTUALLY, not for a second, ready to take it?
Mistakes - why is it that we put our fear of failure upon others too, and pressurize them, ULTIMATELY, to fail?
Forgive - why is it sooo very difficult for us to forgive others, when we always always want it?
Apologize - well, that is something I have learnt to do now. But, still why it is tougher to apologize than to forgive?
Forget - why is it easy to forget important things, and NOT forget unimportant baseless painful things in life?
These are some of the few WHYs that I have been excavating, just to see, if I get some remains or clues out of my own life!!!